smiles lose their way on her lips these days
in a breeze of bewilderment she nimbly sways
her heart shhhushes her mind as it clammers on
she won't listen today, she's a quirky song
impatience tugs, boredome itchs
she briddles and bellows at the prophetic witches
its not too late, she was so wrong
but isnt love a heart-soaked two-edged prong?
buried ghosts resurrect themselves once again
she struggles as the armour crumbles with pain
he indulgingly smiles at her foolish floundering feet
she learns her lessons like a shameless cheat
the silence stretches forth she whispers somehow
need I say aloud what you already know
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
It ends tonight
will you hold me for as long as it takes hopes to shatter
a heartbeat to get breathless
murmuring tales in its contorted way
hold me
as pieces of me fall unanswered
the gods laugh as I tremble on the floor
tears well up a multitude of mirrors
the sheen on my murky flaws
People dance around
hideous grins obscure the faces
as my woe riddled soul
collapses into puddles
today the gods conspire
heaven is a sodden shade of brown
the bitter taste makes me smile
the old shrivels up
it ends tonight
I laugh aloud
a heartbeat to get breathless
murmuring tales in its contorted way
hold me
as pieces of me fall unanswered
the gods laugh as I tremble on the floor
tears well up a multitude of mirrors
the sheen on my murky flaws
People dance around
hideous grins obscure the faces
as my woe riddled soul
collapses into puddles
today the gods conspire
heaven is a sodden shade of brown
the bitter taste makes me smile
the old shrivels up
it ends tonight
I laugh aloud
Sometimes
Sometimes feelings can’t be defined,
can’t be put a finger on,
Sometimes u wanna fly high and have all the stars ,
Sometimes all u want is everything,
Sometimes u are surrounded by ‘so much’ love,
but all u want is more,
Sometimes anxiety defines the person u are,
rather than ur confidence,
Sometimes u get sick out of feeling blue,
Sometimes emptiness demands more from Ur soul, drains u, leaves u sucked…
Tired, because of ur fighting urself,
Exasperated, because of constant botheration,
Suicidal, cause ur so demanding of ur self,
Gutless, cause anyways, u wont end ur life,
Because u love urself too much to do anything "wise",
Anyways all of this, like so many other things is
......in effect
can’t be put a finger on,
Sometimes u wanna fly high and have all the stars ,
Sometimes all u want is everything,
Sometimes u are surrounded by ‘so much’ love,
but all u want is more,
Sometimes anxiety defines the person u are,
rather than ur confidence,
Sometimes u get sick out of feeling blue,
Sometimes emptiness demands more from Ur soul, drains u, leaves u sucked…
Tired, because of ur fighting urself,
Exasperated, because of constant botheration,
Suicidal, cause ur so demanding of ur self,
Gutless, cause anyways, u wont end ur life,
Because u love urself too much to do anything "wise",
Anyways all of this, like so many other things is
......in effect
Calling
my childhood has come to take me
ma, take me home
'the calling' out of a dull light
a quiet yet a shrieking voice
"Love, Pain, Want, Sacrifice"....
and we stroll in a garden full of our dreams,
built on the unlived memories
that our presence would have created....
ma, take me home
'the calling' out of a dull light
a quiet yet a shrieking voice
"Love, Pain, Want, Sacrifice"....
and we stroll in a garden full of our dreams,
built on the unlived memories
that our presence would have created....
Beautiful raindrop
A beautiful drop
blurring the reality in revenge...
Racing down the air come
and splash into oblivion
and cool me with your wetness.
Hang by the leaves
magnitised
and dont fall until
another one comes and takes ur place
down below
then fall
form bubbles and burst
an interplay of love and lust
form waves only to die
only to merge and mix
into someone else
tap the leaves
like drumsticks
heartsounds and homesick.
smell of wet soil
feel of wet soil
dirt of wet soil
invigorate the green
energize the environs
activate the chirping
and my dogs searching
down you come
only to make us dream
only to give us hope
only to drift us away
from reality
to an insight of heaven.
blurring the reality in revenge...
Racing down the air come
and splash into oblivion
and cool me with your wetness.
Hang by the leaves
magnitised
and dont fall until
another one comes and takes ur place
down below
then fall
form bubbles and burst
an interplay of love and lust
form waves only to die
only to merge and mix
into someone else
tap the leaves
like drumsticks
heartsounds and homesick.
smell of wet soil
feel of wet soil
dirt of wet soil
invigorate the green
energize the environs
activate the chirping
and my dogs searching
down you come
only to make us dream
only to give us hope
only to drift us away
from reality
to an insight of heaven.
Beauty in a beast
The torn up landscape of my selfish heart
Lying still, awaiting a single drop of sunshine
Spotless within…filled with bright yellow patches
And desire’s ugly scars on the outside
Bordering on the edge of reason
Perched on the boundaries of a sensible life
Cold and dark, small and barren
Searching for pink rapture, wrapped in purple melancholy
Wallowing in self-obsessed oblivion
Exiled by illusions that sanity imposes
Unheading that gentle lover's sigh
Following its own, relentlessly guiltlessly
Lying still, awaiting a single drop of sunshine
Spotless within…filled with bright yellow patches
And desire’s ugly scars on the outside
Bordering on the edge of reason
Perched on the boundaries of a sensible life
Cold and dark, small and barren
Searching for pink rapture, wrapped in purple melancholy
Wallowing in self-obsessed oblivion
Exiled by illusions that sanity imposes
Unheading that gentle lover's sigh
Following its own, relentlessly guiltlessly
On a canvas
If only you would pick a colour for me
Paint me in bold sweeps and steady strokes
Lay me across your canvas
Just the way you like
I could be sunshine yellow for you
With eyes blue cobalt azure indigo
If thats what you want
And with a hint of coffee on your brush
mixed with copper and touched with gold
You could try and paint my skin
Turn me into daffodils
Pick me up and smell me
Or maybe a dancing brook
That you can dip your toes in
A bird in flight, the rising sun
Poetry on a canvas, a look, a sigh
A blurry portrait or a jumbled Dali
A picture within a picture
Make me say a thousand words and yet
Nothing at all
Paint me in bold sweeps and steady strokes
Lay me across your canvas
Just the way you like
I could be sunshine yellow for you
With eyes blue cobalt azure indigo
If thats what you want
And with a hint of coffee on your brush
mixed with copper and touched with gold
You could try and paint my skin
Turn me into daffodils
Pick me up and smell me
Or maybe a dancing brook
That you can dip your toes in
A bird in flight, the rising sun
Poetry on a canvas, a look, a sigh
A blurry portrait or a jumbled Dali
A picture within a picture
Make me say a thousand words and yet
Nothing at all
I wish
I could gather up the sound of
your laughter and hold it close
Pour your pain into a pail
Toss away your torment and woes
Show you what red blue yellow sound like
Make you taste a symphony or two
Feel the texture of a number
Bring fantasy to life for you
If you will let me…
your laughter and hold it close
Pour your pain into a pail
Toss away your torment and woes
Show you what red blue yellow sound like
Make you taste a symphony or two
Feel the texture of a number
Bring fantasy to life for you
If you will let me…
With white ink
Today again I wish to write
To make history with my words
Unfurl sentences that will change
The broken paths of my destiny
Roll out paragraphs that will paint
The future in vivid hues
Unfold the untold story
For all mankind to drown in
Bring alphabets magically to life
Make slaves out of melancholy, joy, poignancy,Truth.
Shape tomorrow with a mere stroke, a sigh
Trace an inky line across pages that prove the stars wrong
Today again I wish to write
Today again I wish I could
To make history with my words
Unfurl sentences that will change
The broken paths of my destiny
Roll out paragraphs that will paint
The future in vivid hues
Unfold the untold story
For all mankind to drown in
Bring alphabets magically to life
Make slaves out of melancholy, joy, poignancy,Truth.
Shape tomorrow with a mere stroke, a sigh
Trace an inky line across pages that prove the stars wrong
Today again I wish to write
Today again I wish I could
Jasmine tree
On a chocolate brown afternoon
Soaked in sugar and warm whiskey
I pick up the pieces of my forgotten love
And reexamine them in the fading light
As dusk slowly creeps upon my windowsill
And darkness threatens to swallow the day
I turn back time to when we used to be
Together under a jasmine tree
As alphabets became words became sentences
on torn out pages from school notebooks
As literature geography algebra became
Letters of love read a million times over
I remember your smile upon my shoulder
My tears like diamonds melting on grass
And how I could never understand
Where I ended and you began
Today the lonely moon rises in our shared sky
Lighting up our unshared lives
The jasmine tree is there no more
So does it matter who walked away?
Soaked in sugar and warm whiskey
I pick up the pieces of my forgotten love
And reexamine them in the fading light
As dusk slowly creeps upon my windowsill
And darkness threatens to swallow the day
I turn back time to when we used to be
Together under a jasmine tree
As alphabets became words became sentences
on torn out pages from school notebooks
As literature geography algebra became
Letters of love read a million times over
I remember your smile upon my shoulder
My tears like diamonds melting on grass
And how I could never understand
Where I ended and you began
Today the lonely moon rises in our shared sky
Lighting up our unshared lives
The jasmine tree is there no more
So does it matter who walked away?
3 am
The remains of the evening
slowly decomposing
Don’t feel so solid anymore
Curling up and dying
Made of sugar
Throw some water,
see me melt
Become a puddle on the ground
That you can wipe away
Cant seem to think anymore
Every turn leads to a dead end
Wordless sleepless senseless
Living without the confines of reality
Unable to fight
Unable to give up
What started with a paperback original
Has now turned into a symphony
An obscure fresco
A photograph in black and white
A tattoo in the air.
Its over, yet
Cant seem to let you go
slowly decomposing
Don’t feel so solid anymore
Curling up and dying
Made of sugar
Throw some water,
see me melt
Become a puddle on the ground
That you can wipe away
Cant seem to think anymore
Every turn leads to a dead end
Wordless sleepless senseless
Living without the confines of reality
Unable to fight
Unable to give up
What started with a paperback original
Has now turned into a symphony
An obscure fresco
A photograph in black and white
A tattoo in the air.
Its over, yet
Cant seem to let you go
Let us
Let us always do the caring things, that bring
joy to each other,
Let us always trust each other,
Let us not be afraid to admit our faults,
For I know I'm not perfect and that no one else is.
Let us always be honest with each other,
Let us talk freely so we can help each other.
Let us always be the Best of All...
joy to each other,
Let us always trust each other,
Let us not be afraid to admit our faults,
For I know I'm not perfect and that no one else is.
Let us always be honest with each other,
Let us talk freely so we can help each other.
Let us always be the Best of All...
More
The more you give,
the more you get – !!!
The more you laugh,
the less you fret –
The more you do unselfishly,
The more you live abundantly……
The more of everything you share
The more you’ll always have to spare –
The more you love
the more you’ll find
from day to day
that life is good
and friends are kind…..
For only what
we give away,
enriches us. !!!
the more you get – !!!
The more you laugh,
the less you fret –
The more you do unselfishly,
The more you live abundantly……
The more of everything you share
The more you’ll always have to spare –
The more you love
the more you’ll find
from day to day
that life is good
and friends are kind…..
For only what
we give away,
enriches us. !!!
Love
love,a word undefine.
everyday running through my mind,
how much i love you,
how much i care,
the feelings are there,
but not much time to share.
yet still holding on,
will never let go,
will always be here.
through thick and thin,
rain and sunshine,
thinking of you until the very end.
your name says it all,
that deserve to be,
in a picture frame printed by me.
everyday running through my mind,
how much i love you,
how much i care,
the feelings are there,
but not much time to share.
yet still holding on,
will never let go,
will always be here.
through thick and thin,
rain and sunshine,
thinking of you until the very end.
your name says it all,
that deserve to be,
in a picture frame printed by me.
On your day!
On your day just want to say
That you can count on me
To be your friend until the end:
Just wait and you will see!
I know that you would be as true
To me for just as long.
No "if" or "but," no matter what,
Our friendship will be strong.
So, my dear, I'm glad you're here
To share my joy and pain.
I care so much, so keep in touch--
I'll talk to you again!
That you can count on me
To be your friend until the end:
Just wait and you will see!
I know that you would be as true
To me for just as long.
No "if" or "but," no matter what,
Our friendship will be strong.
So, my dear, I'm glad you're here
To share my joy and pain.
I care so much, so keep in touch--
I'll talk to you again!
Good friends
Good Friends Are Hard To Find.
Good Friends Are Easy To Love.
Good Friends Are Presents That
Last Forever And That Feel
Like Gifts From Above
Good Friends Are One In A Million.
Good Friends Are Stories To Share.
Good Friends Know The Path To Your
Happiness, And They Walk With You
All The Way There.
Good Friends Are Lives Overlapping.
Good Friends Are Laughter And Tears.
Good Friends Are Emotions So Deep
That The Trust Just Keeps Growing
Over The Years.
Good Friends Are Hard To Find.
Good Friends Are Easy To Adore.
And You've Been
Such A Good Friend To Me...
That I Could Ask
For Nothing More.
Thanks for Being
Such a Wonderful Friend!
Good Friends Are Easy To Love.
Good Friends Are Presents That
Last Forever And That Feel
Like Gifts From Above
Good Friends Are One In A Million.
Good Friends Are Stories To Share.
Good Friends Know The Path To Your
Happiness, And They Walk With You
All The Way There.
Good Friends Are Lives Overlapping.
Good Friends Are Laughter And Tears.
Good Friends Are Emotions So Deep
That The Trust Just Keeps Growing
Over The Years.
Good Friends Are Hard To Find.
Good Friends Are Easy To Adore.
And You've Been
Such A Good Friend To Me...
That I Could Ask
For Nothing More.
Thanks for Being
Such a Wonderful Friend!
My bestest friend
My Beautiful Friend
You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold
You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight
You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide
You may not be with me so much anymore
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much my Bestest friend
You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold
You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight
You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide
You may not be with me so much anymore
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much my Bestest friend
True friends
The Two of Us....
True friends will always stay with you,
Through good times and through bad.
They'll take the time to listen,
When something's made you sad.
When you're feeling lonely,
They'll let you know they care.
They may be very busy but,
They'll find the time to share.
True friends are happy for you,
When good things come your way.
They'll celebrate your triumphs
And encourage you each day.
If you have a friend that's true,
Count your blessings for this gift.
For, she will stay with you forever,
When the rest have gone adrift
True friends will always stay with you,
Through good times and through bad.
They'll take the time to listen,
When something's made you sad.
When you're feeling lonely,
They'll let you know they care.
They may be very busy but,
They'll find the time to share.
True friends are happy for you,
When good things come your way.
They'll celebrate your triumphs
And encourage you each day.
If you have a friend that's true,
Count your blessings for this gift.
For, she will stay with you forever,
When the rest have gone adrift
What's this?
I'm alive
Today’s a bright new day
i’m born again!
The sun’s shining brighter
the wind’s blowing wilder
There’s love in the air
and i shit to care!
I’m satisfied with what i’ve
want nothing more
The world’s full of liars
and i dont seem to care!
I want to be alone
i want to be in dime
Want that cherishing hug
which lasts all night
I’m changed
i’m famed
and all thanks to radi!!!
***** wouldnt have ditched me
i would have never realised
the importance my friends
hold in my life!
i’m born again!
The sun’s shining brighter
the wind’s blowing wilder
There’s love in the air
and i shit to care!
I’m satisfied with what i’ve
want nothing more
The world’s full of liars
and i dont seem to care!
I want to be alone
i want to be in dime
Want that cherishing hug
which lasts all night
I’m changed
i’m famed
and all thanks to radi!!!
***** wouldnt have ditched me
i would have never realised
the importance my friends
hold in my life!
Hope that
Hope that day hadnt come,
hope i had never had rum
Never would i’ve had a fight,
nor would i had been stuck with plight
Had a crash,
then...me right in hospital
Could have saved you,
but maybe i was to dumb
Couldnt see your heart crying,
couldnt see your soul dying
All my fault,
its all mine
You could have been alive,
could have been right there mine
I’ve kept my words,
all these years
Hope you cherish them,
feel i’ve never betrayed you
Dont want any acknowledgment,
just want to have a last look at your assuring eyes
Because..
they say it all..
there’s to say!
Just hope...
that day hadnt come!
hope i had never had rum
Never would i’ve had a fight,
nor would i had been stuck with plight
Had a crash,
then...me right in hospital
Could have saved you,
but maybe i was to dumb
Couldnt see your heart crying,
couldnt see your soul dying
All my fault,
its all mine
You could have been alive,
could have been right there mine
I’ve kept my words,
all these years
Hope you cherish them,
feel i’ve never betrayed you
Dont want any acknowledgment,
just want to have a last look at your assuring eyes
Because..
they say it all..
there’s to say!
Just hope...
that day hadnt come!
Help me!
Where do I go,
where do I head to??
Give me some direction ,
give me some life
It feels that i’m dead,
Can I ever be alive??
My ‘so-called’ friends…
Because I dont know whether they are or not
Call me understanding…
Then why cant they understand me ever??
They call me sweet…
Why is everyone rude to me forever??
They call me trust-worthy…
Is that why they ditch me all the time??
They call me forgiving…
But dont I have any limitations??
I’m human too…
Have my own feelings
What do I do??
I’m lost…
In my own thoughts
Would I ever be able to find…
Someone whom I can trust n rely on??
Someone special…
Who understands me well
And whenever I need…
to push me up back!
where do I head to??
Give me some direction ,
give me some life
It feels that i’m dead,
Can I ever be alive??
My ‘so-called’ friends…
Because I dont know whether they are or not
Call me understanding…
Then why cant they understand me ever??
They call me sweet…
Why is everyone rude to me forever??
They call me trust-worthy…
Is that why they ditch me all the time??
They call me forgiving…
But dont I have any limitations??
I’m human too…
Have my own feelings
What do I do??
I’m lost…
In my own thoughts
Would I ever be able to find…
Someone whom I can trust n rely on??
Someone special…
Who understands me well
And whenever I need…
to push me up back!
Friendship-what is it?
Some people make friends,
Cuz they are alone,
N some others make friends,
Cuz they want someone along.
The true meaning of friendship,
Very few people understand,
People just think that,
Friends are helping hands.
A friend is not a partner,
He is not a mate,
But really if you want to know,
He is a part of your heart n your breath.
So friends please understand,
Dont just make friends,
Cuz your alone,
But make friends,
To join there hearts to your own.
N do remember!
Making a friend takes a moment,
But being a friend takes a lifetime.
Cuz they are alone,
N some others make friends,
Cuz they want someone along.
The true meaning of friendship,
Very few people understand,
People just think that,
Friends are helping hands.
A friend is not a partner,
He is not a mate,
But really if you want to know,
He is a part of your heart n your breath.
So friends please understand,
Dont just make friends,
Cuz your alone,
But make friends,
To join there hearts to your own.
N do remember!
Making a friend takes a moment,
But being a friend takes a lifetime.
Joy
Joy is a bird
That sings in the rain
Bringing hope
to each heart
With its happy refrain…
Joy is a rainbow
Across stormy skies
N joy is a loved one
With twinkling eyes…
Joy is a star
Shining bright in the night
A small, precious sip
from the cup of delight…
N joy most of all
Is a gift from above,
from God who
Gives all from the
Depth of his love.
That sings in the rain
Bringing hope
to each heart
With its happy refrain…
Joy is a rainbow
Across stormy skies
N joy is a loved one
With twinkling eyes…
Joy is a star
Shining bright in the night
A small, precious sip
from the cup of delight…
N joy most of all
Is a gift from above,
from God who
Gives all from the
Depth of his love.
Why I love you?
I got your back
You got mine,
I’ll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn’t matter
Who’s wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I’ll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don’t you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We’ll be friends
Till the end
You got mine,
I’ll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn’t matter
Who’s wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I’ll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don’t you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We’ll be friends
Till the end
Miss you
I miss the way you made me laugh and smile
I miss the days you
drove me wild
I miss the days we’d look each other in the eyes and
not utter a sound
I miss the true love
I had finally found
I miss the ways you
made me feel
I miss the broken heart you
always knew how to heal
I miss all the ways
you touched me
You were the one that could
unlock my heart you
had the only key
Where ever you are
I miss you so much
I want you back,
I want to feel your gentle touch
No one will evertake your place
Oh how i miss you so,
I cant wait till
the day when i can
again look,
and touch your face
I miss, love and need
you here with me
Because without you I cant
find my way
I cant see!
I miss the days you
drove me wild
I miss the days we’d look each other in the eyes and
not utter a sound
I miss the true love
I had finally found
I miss the ways you
made me feel
I miss the broken heart you
always knew how to heal
I miss all the ways
you touched me
You were the one that could
unlock my heart you
had the only key
Where ever you are
I miss you so much
I want you back,
I want to feel your gentle touch
No one will evertake your place
Oh how i miss you so,
I cant wait till
the day when i can
again look,
and touch your face
I miss, love and need
you here with me
Because without you I cant
find my way
I cant see!
Friendship
Friendship
. . .. . . is you
.. . . is love
.. . . is shared
.. . . is forgiving
.. . . is understanding
.. . . is shared secrets
.. . . heals many hurts
.. . . is not judgmental
.. . . is shared laughter
. . . . is slow and steady
.. . . can be angry at times
.. . . is dependable and true
.. . . is more precious than silver or gold
.. . . is meant to be savored like fine wine
.. . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect
. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection
.. . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow
.. . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day
.. . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times
. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden
.. . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds
.. . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there
. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding
.. . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold
.. . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day
.. . . is sunshine through the clouds
.. . . cannot be forced or induced
. . . . is relaxed and comfortable
.. . . is a shoulder to lean on
.. . . is an ear to whine to
.. . . gets better with age
.. . . is shared tears
.. . . is shared pain
.. . . is shared joy
.. . . is shared
. . . . is love
.. . . is you.
. . .. . . is you
.. . . is love
.. . . is shared
.. . . is forgiving
.. . . is understanding
.. . . is shared secrets
.. . . heals many hurts
.. . . is not judgmental
.. . . is shared laughter
. . . . is slow and steady
.. . . can be angry at times
.. . . is dependable and true
.. . . is more precious than silver or gold
.. . . is meant to be savored like fine wine
.. . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect
. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection
.. . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow
.. . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day
.. . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times
. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden
.. . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds
.. . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there
. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding
.. . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold
.. . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day
.. . . is sunshine through the clouds
.. . . cannot be forced or induced
. . . . is relaxed and comfortable
.. . . is a shoulder to lean on
.. . . is an ear to whine to
.. . . gets better with age
.. . . is shared tears
.. . . is shared pain
.. . . is shared joy
.. . . is shared
. . . . is love
.. . . is you.
Please be my best friend forever
I’m going to be the best friend you ever had
I’m going to listen to you like no one has
Even if I might be too busy
I’m going to be there when it counts
Not this time, but every time you need it
I’m going to be the best friend you ever had
I’m going to be your support, lifting you up
Whether I have the strength to or not
I’m going to treat you like it’s your birthday
Not that day, but every single day of the year
I’m going to be the best friend you ever had
I’ll listen to you
I’ll offer you advice
I’ll play with you
Sometimes letting you win
I’ll be there for you
When you’re filled up with strife
I’ll pray for you
When you’re struggling in life
I’m going to be the best friend you’ve ever had
This day, the next and forever...
Because that’s the kind of friend you are for me.
I’m going to listen to you like no one has
Even if I might be too busy
I’m going to be there when it counts
Not this time, but every time you need it
I’m going to be the best friend you ever had
I’m going to be your support, lifting you up
Whether I have the strength to or not
I’m going to treat you like it’s your birthday
Not that day, but every single day of the year
I’m going to be the best friend you ever had
I’ll listen to you
I’ll offer you advice
I’ll play with you
Sometimes letting you win
I’ll be there for you
When you’re filled up with strife
I’ll pray for you
When you’re struggling in life
I’m going to be the best friend you’ve ever had
This day, the next and forever...
Because that’s the kind of friend you are for me.
My best friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I’ve been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she’d stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I’ve been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she’d stay long
I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror
Just trust me
Everybody knows that I was such a fool...
To ever let go of you....
I was wrong!
Yeah I know I said...
We’d better off alone...
It was time we moved on...
I know I broke your heart...
I didn’t mean to break your heart...
But here I ammmm...
Banging’ on your front door....
My pride’s spilled on the floor....
My hands and knees are bruised....
And I’m crawling back to you....
Begging for a second chance....
And now I’m crawling back to you!!!!
Just trust me as we trusted each other at our great time!!!
To ever let go of you....
I was wrong!
Yeah I know I said...
We’d better off alone...
It was time we moved on...
I know I broke your heart...
I didn’t mean to break your heart...
But here I ammmm...
Banging’ on your front door....
My pride’s spilled on the floor....
My hands and knees are bruised....
And I’m crawling back to you....
Begging for a second chance....
And now I’m crawling back to you!!!!
Just trust me as we trusted each other at our great time!!!
Quiet love
No tears, no heartache, no win or lose.
A new way to love, I’ve found.
Your smile gives to me peace.
Your voice caresses my soul.
Your eyes tell all...and more
Your hand in mine-
You have shown me a new way to love.
Much laughter, joy filled heart.
We are one...together.
A new way to love, you have given me.
Your sighs of love.
Fulfill every empty and shattered dream.
You have made whole
the broken soul of abused love.
Here we are, hand in hand,
nose touching nose,
eye to eye,
we have...a quiet love.
A new way to love, I’ve found.
Your smile gives to me peace.
Your voice caresses my soul.
Your eyes tell all...and more
Your hand in mine-
You have shown me a new way to love.
Much laughter, joy filled heart.
We are one...together.
A new way to love, you have given me.
Your sighs of love.
Fulfill every empty and shattered dream.
You have made whole
the broken soul of abused love.
Here we are, hand in hand,
nose touching nose,
eye to eye,
we have...a quiet love.
Just tell me you love me
I want to feel love like yours,
While making sure
I give you stars unlike anyone else’s
I want to feel your love.
And in the morning
When I cannot remember my night,
I still can’t think of what to say
To express how I love you.
I am running in my head
Among all my stories and theories.
I can hear the screams of my heart
That I cannot get used to.
There are things alone,
That only you can see,
Tell me you love me,
And I will take u there.
There are things alone,
That only you can hear,
If something is lost,
Just tell me you love me,
And that will be enough.
And at the world,
You do not laugh,
For you know that there are
A heap of lies which tip the scale.
There is a place where you can be with me,
Just don’t be afraid to love me.
And before you can experience this
You must tell me you love me and follow your heart!
While making sure
I give you stars unlike anyone else’s
I want to feel your love.
And in the morning
When I cannot remember my night,
I still can’t think of what to say
To express how I love you.
I am running in my head
Among all my stories and theories.
I can hear the screams of my heart
That I cannot get used to.
There are things alone,
That only you can see,
Tell me you love me,
And I will take u there.
There are things alone,
That only you can hear,
If something is lost,
Just tell me you love me,
And that will be enough.
And at the world,
You do not laugh,
For you know that there are
A heap of lies which tip the scale.
There is a place where you can be with me,
Just don’t be afraid to love me.
And before you can experience this
You must tell me you love me and follow your heart!
He broke my heart
You were what I wanted
And that wish came true for a while
It was perfect
All I could think of was you
And then along came temptation
You tried to be strong
You didn’t want to break my heart
But you didn’t hold out long
My friends told you to be honest
Even if it meant to hurt me
Apparently my love wasn’t enough
You wanted to be free
I spent some time crying
I did some stupid things
But all I really wanted was the pain to go away
And now its been a couple days
I guess you are happy
And that is what I want
Even if its not with me
You wanted to be single
And that is what you got
So much for all your promises
I guess you forgot
She says I should move on
And find someone new
Even though you broke my heart
All I really want is you!!
And that wish came true for a while
It was perfect
All I could think of was you
And then along came temptation
You tried to be strong
You didn’t want to break my heart
But you didn’t hold out long
My friends told you to be honest
Even if it meant to hurt me
Apparently my love wasn’t enough
You wanted to be free
I spent some time crying
I did some stupid things
But all I really wanted was the pain to go away
And now its been a couple days
I guess you are happy
And that is what I want
Even if its not with me
You wanted to be single
And that is what you got
So much for all your promises
I guess you forgot
She says I should move on
And find someone new
Even though you broke my heart
All I really want is you!!
My love
My friend
You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there…yes that’s you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that’s you…no one bit of spite.
You’re one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another…in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship wont tarnish or ever grow old
You’ll always be there, I know that is true
I’ll always be here…always for you.
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there…yes that’s you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that’s you…no one bit of spite.
You’re one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another…in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship wont tarnish or ever grow old
You’ll always be there, I know that is true
I’ll always be here…always for you.
A special world
A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keeps us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keeps us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
You n I
You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we’ve ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we’re soul mates.
I can’t explain, I just feel it.
It’s there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can’t explain.
It’s in the delight I feel,
when we laugh at exactly the same things.
When I’m with you,
it’s like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it’s supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.
These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives.
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we’ve ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we’re soul mates.
I can’t explain, I just feel it.
It’s there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can’t explain.
It’s in the delight I feel,
when we laugh at exactly the same things.
When I’m with you,
it’s like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it’s supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.
These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives.
Will you ever?
I don’t think you will
ever fully understand
how you’ve touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don’t think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don’t think you will ever fully comprehend
how you’ve made my dreams come true
or how you’ve opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You’ve allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don’t think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I’m sure you’ll never realize
you’ve been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don’t know where I’d be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
ever fully understand
how you’ve touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don’t think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don’t think you will ever fully comprehend
how you’ve made my dreams come true
or how you’ve opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You’ve allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don’t think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I’m sure you’ll never realize
you’ve been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don’t know where I’d be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
Because of you
Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you’ll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say ‘I do’,
for I have it all now
and it’s all because of you.
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you’ll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say ‘I do’,
for I have it all now
and it’s all because of you.
Perfection in my eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together,
to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You’re perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you’ll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
And for us to be together,
to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You’re perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you’ll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
For you are the one
For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.
For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.
For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You’ve captured my heart
And touched my soul.
For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.
For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.
You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I’ll never find.
For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.
For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.
For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You’ve captured my heart
And touched my soul.
For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.
For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.
You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I’ll never find.
For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.
The gift of knowing you
There are gifts of many treasures
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.
But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you.
When your times are filled with troubles
Sadness, grief, or even doubt,
When all those things you planned on
Just aren’t turning out.
Just turn and look behind you
From the place at which you stand,
And look for me through the shadows
And reach out for my hand.
I will lift from you your burden
And cry for you your tears,
Bear the pain of all your sorrows
Though it may be for a thousand years.
For in the end I would be happy
To have helped you start anew,
It’s a small price to pay
For the gift of knowing you.
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.
But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you.
When your times are filled with troubles
Sadness, grief, or even doubt,
When all those things you planned on
Just aren’t turning out.
Just turn and look behind you
From the place at which you stand,
And look for me through the shadows
And reach out for my hand.
I will lift from you your burden
And cry for you your tears,
Bear the pain of all your sorrows
Though it may be for a thousand years.
For in the end I would be happy
To have helped you start anew,
It’s a small price to pay
For the gift of knowing you.
Look into my eyes
Look into my eyes you’ll see
loneliness, insanity
look into my eyes you’ll find
broken heart, broken mind
look into my eyes you’ll know
I’m haunted by my own soul
all alone through the pain
i walk alone through the rain
all alone i pray to u
i walk alone please guide me through
this storm that i must face again
i walk alone without a friend
searching for my sanity
i pray to u please set me free
free from all the tears I’ve cried
free from all the pain inside
help me find a path that leads
through this storm of insanity
through the darkness into the light
heal my heart heal my mind
i no longer want to die
i no longer want to cry
if i do not find a way
all alone ill die today
loneliness, insanity
look into my eyes you’ll find
broken heart, broken mind
look into my eyes you’ll know
I’m haunted by my own soul
all alone through the pain
i walk alone through the rain
all alone i pray to u
i walk alone please guide me through
this storm that i must face again
i walk alone without a friend
searching for my sanity
i pray to u please set me free
free from all the tears I’ve cried
free from all the pain inside
help me find a path that leads
through this storm of insanity
through the darkness into the light
heal my heart heal my mind
i no longer want to die
i no longer want to cry
if i do not find a way
all alone ill die today
Hurting words
Enduring every hurting words
Having pain stuck in my world
keeping it inside of me
Unknowingly it kills
Acting like I didn’t hear
Those words you said in front of me
Acting like I wasn’t hurt
Made myself feel like a dork
I was only helping you
Cuz I knew that you were blue
I didn’t expect that you would do
And say such things that just aren’t true
Now that i came back to reality
What can I do but just go on and be happy
I won’t prefer to cry and cry
I’ll never want and hope to die
Having pain stuck in my world
keeping it inside of me
Unknowingly it kills
Acting like I didn’t hear
Those words you said in front of me
Acting like I wasn’t hurt
Made myself feel like a dork
I was only helping you
Cuz I knew that you were blue
I didn’t expect that you would do
And say such things that just aren’t true
Now that i came back to reality
What can I do but just go on and be happy
I won’t prefer to cry and cry
I’ll never want and hope to die
Broken on the inside
I’ll pretend to be happy
but only for a little while.
I’ll laugh and say every thing’s super
but only for a little while.
I’ll hold it all inside
and I’ll pretend to smile.
But only until that day
which will be here in a little while.
No matter what it will always hurt
everyday growing worse and worse.
No one loves me for long
and that is my curse.
I’m waiting for the time to come
when I will be OK.
And I think it’s almost here
that fateful day.
They’ll understand why they didn’t know me
they’ll know why I died.
No matter how happy I always looked
I was broken on the inside.
So I’ll get it over with
and when I’m gone
I hope he’ll think
”i miss her."
”I’ve missed her all along.”
but only for a little while.
I’ll laugh and say every thing’s super
but only for a little while.
I’ll hold it all inside
and I’ll pretend to smile.
But only until that day
which will be here in a little while.
No matter what it will always hurt
everyday growing worse and worse.
No one loves me for long
and that is my curse.
I’m waiting for the time to come
when I will be OK.
And I think it’s almost here
that fateful day.
They’ll understand why they didn’t know me
they’ll know why I died.
No matter how happy I always looked
I was broken on the inside.
So I’ll get it over with
and when I’m gone
I hope he’ll think
”i miss her."
”I’ve missed her all along.”
My pain and misery
Every thing I’ve been through
i cant bare to loose you
all the pain misery and lies
is What i hide behind my eyes
i cant pretend
cause what happened to my heart will never mend
i cover all my fears
and hide all these tears
by the darkness of the night
wishing maybe i can find the light
through all this pain...
is driving me insane
catching my self breaking down crying all alone
i miss you , wanting to call your phone
how could you do me so wrong
i thought our love was strong.........
i cant bare to loose you
all the pain misery and lies
is What i hide behind my eyes
i cant pretend
cause what happened to my heart will never mend
i cover all my fears
and hide all these tears
by the darkness of the night
wishing maybe i can find the light
through all this pain...
is driving me insane
catching my self breaking down crying all alone
i miss you , wanting to call your phone
how could you do me so wrong
i thought our love was strong.........
True Love
True love never dies
When we’re apart not only one person cries
It hurts us both
We never even got a chance to take that oath
Dreams of wanting to be together forever
To hold each other no matter the weather
Life can change in an instant
That one person will always leave an imprint
Something you’ll never forget
But forced now living in regret
Not being together is a choice for one to make
In the interest of their own sake
Only looking out for yourself
Trying to protect one’s self
No one likes being hurt
Or to be pushed down in the dirt
Bad choices are made
And for that prices are paid
The price of one’s life is more than you’d expect
But for what I did that’s the effect
NO matter how hard I try to explain
That I truly will change
It will never make up for
All the pain you had to endure
So I’m asked to end with a goodbye
But I will never let our love die
No matter how hard you try to pretend
This love will never end
And even if we’re never together again
I will wait until the end
Because true love never dies
I hope I’m not the only one who cries...
When we’re apart not only one person cries
It hurts us both
We never even got a chance to take that oath
Dreams of wanting to be together forever
To hold each other no matter the weather
Life can change in an instant
That one person will always leave an imprint
Something you’ll never forget
But forced now living in regret
Not being together is a choice for one to make
In the interest of their own sake
Only looking out for yourself
Trying to protect one’s self
No one likes being hurt
Or to be pushed down in the dirt
Bad choices are made
And for that prices are paid
The price of one’s life is more than you’d expect
But for what I did that’s the effect
NO matter how hard I try to explain
That I truly will change
It will never make up for
All the pain you had to endure
So I’m asked to end with a goodbye
But I will never let our love die
No matter how hard you try to pretend
This love will never end
And even if we’re never together again
I will wait until the end
Because true love never dies
I hope I’m not the only one who cries...
Can't be mine
..you can hide the pain
that you feel.....
and make others feel
that you can move on.....
but you can never deny
the truth that.....
the person who
failed and hurt you.....
is still the same person
you wish to loved you......
but it just a wish
that will never come true.....
cause that person also wish......
that the person he loved so much
will also love him the way he need to be lobed..!!
that you feel.....
and make others feel
that you can move on.....
but you can never deny
the truth that.....
the person who
failed and hurt you.....
is still the same person
you wish to loved you......
but it just a wish
that will never come true.....
cause that person also wish......
that the person he loved so much
will also love him the way he need to be lobed..!!
She used to be his angel
Sitting there on the concrete floor crying from the pain
a young girl sits in agony repeating his name in vain
with a broken wing attached, she can no longer fly
her heart is in much despair as she questions herself why
she use to be his angel his strength when he was weak
and now he’s the one she longs for, and the love that her heart seeks
She went out on a journey looking to be by his side
only to realize the truth that their love had died
And now her heart is broken and so is her beautiful wing
she stares down at her finger where there use to be a ring
And the tears build up inside her and suddenly fall down like rain
filling up a puddle to wash out all her pain
She use to be his angel she stood with him all the way
but he released her in the open on that painful day
So she sat there on the concrete, holding a feather in her hand
wishing he would open up and try to understand
That she was his angel the one god sent to be with him
she was the one that carried him through his every sin
she stood by him at his worst and even at his best
carried him through rough times without stopping for a rest
a young girl sits in agony repeating his name in vain
with a broken wing attached, she can no longer fly
her heart is in much despair as she questions herself why
she use to be his angel his strength when he was weak
and now he’s the one she longs for, and the love that her heart seeks
She went out on a journey looking to be by his side
only to realize the truth that their love had died
And now her heart is broken and so is her beautiful wing
she stares down at her finger where there use to be a ring
And the tears build up inside her and suddenly fall down like rain
filling up a puddle to wash out all her pain
She use to be his angel she stood with him all the way
but he released her in the open on that painful day
So she sat there on the concrete, holding a feather in her hand
wishing he would open up and try to understand
That she was his angel the one god sent to be with him
she was the one that carried him through his every sin
she stood by him at his worst and even at his best
carried him through rough times without stopping for a rest
This is the way you left me
This is the way you left me,
All alone, shaking in the cold,
Why did you leave me,
Like it was all my fault!
This is the way you left me,
Freezing in the snow,
You kept saying stuff,
Thinking that I would know!
This is the way you left me,
Praying and hoping,
Wishing and crying,
My tears froze just like my heart,
I could never dream of us ever being apart.
This is the way you left me,
knowing that very night,
Was the very end,
I gripped on tight,
To my very dear friend.
This feeling will last forever,
Wishing we could be together.
All alone, shaking in the cold,
Why did you leave me,
Like it was all my fault!
This is the way you left me,
Freezing in the snow,
You kept saying stuff,
Thinking that I would know!
This is the way you left me,
Praying and hoping,
Wishing and crying,
My tears froze just like my heart,
I could never dream of us ever being apart.
This is the way you left me,
knowing that very night,
Was the very end,
I gripped on tight,
To my very dear friend.
This feeling will last forever,
Wishing we could be together.
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