Help me!

Where do I go,
where do I head to??
Give me some direction ,
give me some life
It feels that i’m dead,
Can I ever be alive??
My ‘so-called’ friends…
Because I dont know whether they are or not
Call me understanding…
Then why cant they understand me ever??
They call me sweet…
Why is everyone rude to me forever??
They call me trust-worthy…
Is that why they ditch me all the time??
They call me forgiving…
But dont I have any limitations??
I’m human too…
Have my own feelings
What do I do??
I’m lost…
In my own thoughts
Would I ever be able to find…
Someone whom I can trust n rely on??
Someone special…
Who understands me well
And whenever I need…
to push me up back!