Hurting words

Enduring every hurting words
Having pain stuck in my world
keeping it inside of me
Unknowingly it kills
Acting like I didn’t hear
Those words you said in front of me
Acting like I wasn’t hurt
Made myself feel like a dork
I was only helping you
Cuz I knew that you were blue
I didn’t expect that you would do
And say such things that just aren’t true
Now that i came back to reality
What can I do but just go on and be happy
I won’t prefer to cry and cry
I’ll never want and hope to die