Luck or life or fate?

I have looked to the
past and now stared it
in the face.
Seen its effect on me
all the years i felt ashamed.
Then suddenly from my
past came my present and
in a sudden turn of events
I can now see the gift
that I have been given.
Part of my past and the
sudden warmth of my present
together giving me strength
I don't posses on my own.
Luck, or Life,or Fate…
I just don't know
how it has come to be.
I only know that through the
mist of the fear
and the tears i have shed
I have finally found
the happiness I
have been searching for....