Look my way

Look my way
see beauty steal upon me
the cloth ripple over.
scratching.
soothing
your eyes fondle and sculpt my body
i writhe in the agony of knowing that you can, at will,
create an illusion so vivid,
I can touch my mirrored reflection.
Hear the embers crackle in my heart's glowering silence
abandond.
exiled.
Touch the ache piercing my shapeless melted self
as it throbs life through me
the pain.
I selfishly indulge in self-indulgence.
I lean towards then rip myself way.
Sighs whoosh out a tired, expectant mouth
hands wring each other throttling wrists in vain.
jealousy romps over me as I watch you exhale.
inhale.
I'd flutter into a wisp of wind.
To be breathed in, breathed out, breathed on
If I didn't know you better, I would love you.